Anonymous asked: also um i cant imagine you in the outside world dont take that in a bad way. Its a compliment your kinda just so cool and you just seem like unreal like a cartoon character idk
I am a cartoon character and if u touch me I will actually explode into dust and die :~)
Anonymous asked: Hey christian, iv been sad for a really long time now and I get very depressed quite often. Recently iv lost interest in the things that make me happy, and come to realize how pointless my life feels. Iv tried cutting, drinking and things like that to try to try and get rid of some of the sadness, but nothing helps, and nothing's making it better. Iv been thinking about if id be better off dead, I don't know what to do.
Things feel differently than they actually are !!!! Ur life is not pointless! Even if you don’t believe it, ur life is equally as important as every single person on the planet! U are alive and that means you’ve got the opportunity to do as much as you want. You could become president or an astronaut or a dog groomer or burn down an entire city or whatever. You are choosing the wrong methods of help! Painful and addictive things like that will only make depression become gradually worse. It’s important to accept the sadness and deal with it the right way!!! Realize that struggling is a natural thing and is always preparing you for something else. If ur losing interest in what u normally enjoy…try new things!! Find what u love to do and u will feel a purpose. It takes awhile sometimes. I’ve only recently felt a genuine passion in what I do. Find an outlet to translate ur emotions whether it’s art or math or snowboarding. Talk to a counselor and see what the best steps are to recovery. Work towards feeling better and have a different outlook. Change ur routine in small increments. Remind urself how valuable ur life is and that every second is literally a privilege. There are infinite procedures of self help and none of them are perfect, u just have to find what works for you. Just attempting to get better is the one that matters most. Being alive will be ur best option…many many ppl have lived on earth for thousands of years, so it’s 100% possible that u can do it !!!!!